It was Dave fucking Navarro! And he was expounding upon my music?! Was I in another reality? This hardly seemed real and I almost felt like I needed to pinch myself.

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In an instant, I had gone from an ecstatic DMT-like journey into excruciating pain. I was certain I was having a heart attack, and as I brought myself back into conscious awareness of my surroundings, I could see my partner smiling at me with a pleased look on his face. I knew I was in…

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At the end of this month, I will have spent 6 months of my life connecting, deepening and building the life of my prayers with my beloved, Ramadin. In some ways it feels like lifetimes because there is so much that feels solid, grounded, and deeply rooted. I almost can’t imagine (and honestly don’t particularly…

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Admitting to ourselves that we could have a better life is hard sometimes – especially if we have a “not good enough” wound. That realization sits right on that wound a pours the salt in generously. The the realization that we have to go in and feel all the feelings in order to heal them and let them go can feel like too much to take on. It’s easier to just sink back into the denial and the old coping mechanisms and hope that someone or something else will offer a quicker, easier relief.

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With so much engagement with programs and screens, ceremony is the new act of rebellion – to meet the Holy Unknown and break through to a new, elevated reality.

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First off, I’ll say that I’m facing this one myself, so I’m speaking from personal experience as the arrogant ingrate. And I see it all around me. It’s heartbreaking that this painful trauma program can create such a paradoxical reality, and so I thought I would break it down a bit. Maybe you’ll see yourself…

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I had the immense pleasure of receiving deep and profound healing recently. There are elements of my wounding that I have done so much work on and at some point, several years ago, got the message that I had done everything I could do for myself and needed someone else to assist me. Because so…

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There have been a LOT of posts about the importance of science, and science IS important, but . . . “science” can mean a LOT of things. Monsanto has science behind them but I don’t buy it. I have a friend who is a scientist who says that the reports she’s seen do not support…

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Hey Spiritual SuperSTAR; I want to acknowledge that I haven’t really been pouring the kind of deliciousness and value into this place that I have wanted. You deserve better, and I am going to make a commitment to you right now to start offering more of me to you. It has been exactly forever since I…

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We all do it in some form or another. We can’t help it. We feel connected with people and that changes how we communicate with them. We start to attune to their perspectives and that shifts how we see the world. But there is a point at which natural resonance and attunement shifts over into…

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If you know me on a personal level, you know that part of my Noble Purpose as a “leader” is to be as transparent, raw, and vulnerable as possible in the name of sharing how and where I fail, and how I use my failures and unexpected, unforeseen “wipe-outs” to put me in a better…

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