An Invitation for Well-Meaning Men

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.
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3 Things You Need to Do Right Now for Best Outcomes

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Avoiding your fear with distracting entertainment is wasting this precious opportunity to be inspired on how you can be, think, and do better for yourself.

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Love in the Time of Coronavirus

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

It was really scary to trust this voice that said “Drop into meditation and prayer and move the way Source is guiding you. Do not move in the way of fear.”

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One of Ayahuasca’s Many Gifts

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

It was Dave fucking Navarro! And he was expounding upon my music?! Was I in another reality? This hardly seemed real and I almost felt like I needed to pinch myself.

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The Shadows that Emerge when Ascending

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

In an instant, I had gone from an ecstatic DMT-like journey into excruciating pain. I was certain I was having a heart attack, and as I brought myself back into conscious awareness of my surroundings, I could see my partner smiling at me with a pleased look on his face. I knew I was in the throes of a fear-based subconscious program, but since my other cognitive functions were locked around the pain and convinced…

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3 Steps to Connection After a Wobble

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

At the end of this month, I will have spent 6 months of my life connecting, deepening and building the life of my prayers with my beloved, Ramadin. In some ways it feels like lifetimes because there is so much that feels solid, grounded, and deeply rooted. I almost can’t imagine (and honestly don’t particularly want to) life without him. The visions I have held near and dear to my heart for so long are…

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Pain: a love story

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Admitting to ourselves that we could have a better life is hard sometimes – especially if we have a “not good enough” wound. That realization sits right on that wound a pours the salt in generously. The the realization that we have to go in and feel all the feelings in order to heal them and let them go can feel like too much to take on. It’s easier to just sink back into the denial and the old coping mechanisms and hope that someone or something else will offer a quicker, easier relief.

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Ceremony: An Act of Rebellion

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

With so much engagement with programs and screens, ceremony is the new act of rebellion – to meet the Holy Unknown and break through to a new, elevated reality.

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How Your Low Self-Worth is Making You Come Off as an Ingrate

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

First off, I’ll say that I’m facing this one myself, so I’m speaking from personal experience as the arrogant ingrate. And I see it all around me. It’s heartbreaking that this painful trauma program can create such a paradoxical reality, and so I thought I would break it down a bit. Maybe you’ll see yourself on the giving or receiving end and have more compassion (for yourself or someone else).   So just recently, I…

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Medicine Story: Healing my relationship with the Sacred Masculine – what the Fox told me.

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

My Healing with the Masculine The Sacred Mythology of Fox Medicine As I dive into deep healing of the wounding I have been engaged with over my relationship with the masculine, I ask, “What is the evolution of this painful story?” The only way to heal is to allow a vision of an elevation to arise. What has emerged from that prayer and meditation is a true story that is also a mythology. This story…

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How I quit giving my power away to men (by surrendering)

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

I had the immense pleasure of receiving deep and profound healing recently. There are elements of my wounding that I have done so much work on and at some point, several years ago, got the message that I had done everything I could do for myself and needed someone else to assist me. Because so much of the wounding that I carry in my spirit and my body come from ruptured relationships with the masculine,…

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The Problem with Science

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

There have been a LOT of posts about the importance of science, and science IS important, but . . . “science” can mean a LOT of things. Monsanto has science behind them but I don’t buy it. I have a friend who is a scientist who says that the reports she’s seen do not support claims of climate change; and there are many scientists who say it is a real and impending issue – I…

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I’m sorry. I want to do better. Please read.

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Hey Spiritual SuperSTAR; I want to acknowledge that I haven’t really been pouring the kind of deliciousness and value into this place that I have wanted. You deserve better, and I am going to make a commitment to you right now to start offering more of me to you. It has been exactly forever since I had the time, bandwidth and clarity to sit down and offer something deep and from the heart here. I’ve done…

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The Trouble with Spin

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

We all do it in some form or another. We can’t help it. We feel connected with people and that changes how we communicate with them. We start to attune to their perspectives and that shifts how we see the world. But there is a point at which natural resonance and attunement shifts over into spin. You can feel the difference. Changing what you say about a situation, a person, yourself . . . to…

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A peek behind closed doors: Navigating a shit-storm as a leader

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

If you know me on a personal level, you know that part of my Noble Purpose as a “leader” is to be as transparent, raw, and vulnerable as possible in the name of sharing how and where I fail, and how I use my failures and unexpected, unforeseen “wipe-outs” to put me in a better place than I was before. I’ve been through some doozies. A marriage destroyed by meth-amphetamines, ending in a restraining order,…

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My Twin Flame Story + What no one else is telling you about Twin Flame relationships

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Last Summer, I met my Twin Flame. It was a potent and magical experience and I thought you might be interested in hearing it. I also wanted to share with you a little bit about Twin Flame relationships. It’s something you need to know if you want to attract your own cosmic, epic LOVE. There are shadows to this kind of relationship that everyone who wants one or is in one should know. I created…

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The Sacred Feminine Revolution

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

On the dynamic of women vs. men.   This has been percolating for me for a very long time. I’ve sat down to write many times, but the words just haven’t come out right. Still not sure they are as efficient as they could be, but I do want to share from my heart.   There has been so much coming up and out that is triggering deep, old, centuries old, generations old trauma for…

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“I feel like a failure in my life.” Here’s what to do.

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

This topic comes up often for my clients, and even for me. It’s true. No matter how much money you make, or how many loving relationships, or how much success a person has, there are still little mental gremlins that try to convince us that we’re not worthy, that we’re failures in some way (or in every way). In this week’s video, I share a little about this experience in my own life and what…

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What’s the meaning of life? Answer

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Hey Superstar; No big whoop. I’m just going to share with you what Creator told me about the meaning of life. https://youtu.be/9FDQFK1Rtsw to get the scoop. And of course, just because you know, doesn’t mean you have all the tools to actually integrate and put it into practice. But don’t worry! I can help. Get in on all my free gifts (all the posts here + all the cool stuff I send you when you…

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Audio Interview: Wisdom of the Ancients

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Enjoy this audio interview (along with several other interviews with international teachers, healers & leaders) I did with Wisdom of the Ancients. We dive into shamanism, plant medicine and other magic. Enjoy! Oh, and you’ll need to scroll down until you see the photo of me (and feel free to enjoy the other interviews on this page!) :: CLICK HERE :: to listen

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Interview: Sacred Feminine, Plant Medicine & the Subconscious

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Check out this recent interview I did with Sabin Minsky for her “Empowered Empath” Summit. We dove into some of the Sacred Feminine practices that can help you to work less and live more in your purpose, how plant medicine allies can accelerate your path to empowerment, and I give a little Subconscious Success Repatterning journey. Enjoy!

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A Dream of Light & Darkness + I’m coming back to you

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

It’s been a very very long time since I last posted here. I took a wise and helpful hiatus from creating posts and dove deep into building a business of integrity after investing in some business mentorship that helped me to have a structure from which to refine and expand. I’ve focused on creating a successful business from this structure and as the foundation became set, my business took off and I’ve been in a…

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3 Signs Of Subconscious Patterns

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Hey SuperSTAR! I’m so excited to announce that my new book, “Spiritual Composting: Turning Your Shadow Into Your Greatest Ally” is now available on Kindle! This book is an offering of love to help all you DIY’ers to learn the simple (but not always easy) step-by-step process for identifying and rewriting painful, stuck, subconscious patterns. To celebrate, I’m also doing a little video series that breaks down the steps. Here’s #1 in the series. The…

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Guilty About Being Happy? Here's A Solution.

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Have you ever found yourself feeling guilty about being happy? Or held a judgment that it’s not right to be successful or joyful or lighthearted when there is so much pain, poverty and suffering in the world? I have and have found that most of my clients are held back by this guilt for all sorts of reasons. What do we do when we are aware of the pain of others? Is it okay to…

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No Such Thing As Self Sabotage

By Amanda Elo’esh Johnsen, M.A.

Can you believe it? Yup, there is no such thing as self-sabotage. Watch this 3 minute video to get this radical, life-changing scoop. And if you like what you’ve heard, maybe you want to sign up for my newsletter where you’ll get extra gifts, tips and other goodies (like the inside scoop to my upcoming healing Sacred Plant Medicine Ceremonies) to live a more graceful, successful and joyful life – not just in your career,…

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